Letters

I think I am one of the lucky ones among my friends to watch Letters From Iwo Jima first, watched it on the day it opened, even though it was the first row. I mean my friends couldnt get any tickets after that. The show was magnetic, i mean, it drew me totally to it, throughout the 140 mins, and not just by the action but also the history. It revealed the vulnerability of the Japanese which I never encountered because of what they teach about the Occupation in school. After I got home, I went to read the whole history of the event.For the first 15 mins of the show, I knew that I will enjoy it tremendously, not just because I love war films but because of the emotional warfare and naive pride that exchanged in the show. And I did. Now, just hope that Clint would win an oscar even though I hope Martin Scores.

Sleep-thirsty

New Years are always fun but is also when my body system goes bonkers again. It will take quite some time before you tune your body back to the original pattern. What you eat on a New Year's Day is approximately what you eat for 2 normal days, this totally increase my elasticity then there are irregular sleeping hours, which diverges from the normal times I sleep, making me FEEL LIKE I AM extremely tired during the festive period. And this year, after 3 yrs, my Uncle Richard and Family is back(for good, not sure for the children though) for the new year and he is so funny and lame. Sometimes I feel I have my dad's serious genes and also Richard Uncle's(we call it backwards, not sure why too) lameness. And the whole family so like to disturb Elias(one of the smaller cousins)cuz he can't speak Mandarin for whoedva's sake. I mean he lived in New Zealand for 3 years, no one speaks Mandarin to him and is really cute cuz he speaks with an accquired american accent(from all the cartoons he watched since he was born) rather than an kiwi accent.

So when I thought, finally the holidays are over, I can switch back and go for my regular swims, someone called in the MORNING to ask you wanna go SUPPER TONIGHT! and I haven't eaten breakfast at all, ROTFL!!

Match the Pairs

In this world, there will always be an even number of people
Some thought that they have found their pair
Others thought they haven't found
Some will always be with their pair
Others break up, and find matching ones
There is definitely someone for everyone
Which makes a perfect world of pairs
Is just up to the hands of time

New Specs

My new Specs.

Lazying

Haven't been studying for the past 2 days..
Have to study today
Lazing at Fathul's house coming up with songs, sure was fun
Chicken wings at Simpang simply amazing
Epic Movie was funny but pretty slapstick
Chinese New Year is coming, definitely looking forward
in wearing the clothes
but the hugely annoying papers are coming too
Irritated

Tuned in: The Smiths-Please Please Please Let me get what I want

Fused

My fuse had been rather short these days, I seems like it will fused
Seriously, I had been on the edge these days
I honestly know what can help to stop the triggering

5 days ago
ShengWei Dhruv Ang birthday was enjoyable, better if we made it to Original Sin(next time)
not very satisfied

3 days ago
Half Nelson was awesome, but it would had been tremendously awesome if it wasn't 1 am
a little short of satisfaction

2 days ago
Close to blowing, but damped the flame. I knew I needed to stop but I can't help but....still I didn't.
Unsatisfied

Today
Managed to do the things which was urgent and needed to do, a good feel but ALMOST threw real punches too, but still left with a swollen eye from the visual battle.
feeling a little more satisfied

Music: Frou Frou

Still trying to find a place
In the diary of Jane

Late Night

Is quite late at night now. Kinda late for me, but early for some, just a matter of perspective
Everything nowadays seems to be about perspective, everyone have their own RIGHTs to decide;live;talk;bitch;eat;drink;sleep. We are all living in a grey world. A world that was black and white, but as the dimensions of a black and white area fades, the colour mixed resulting in greyness. It is a premonition. Because if the society slowly disintegrates along this direction, the clear distinction of SIN and NO SIN would be shaded in the human eye. Why am I ranting?

Just cleared my JC notes, used the space to put my bags!! You know how interesting is that the clothes/bags/shoes in our wardrobes always i ncrease and never/once in awhile decreases. How nice if they were cash! It's the mentality that 'we will someday find a purpose for it!' or 'It might be trendy next time' or 'I can sell it at the LIME flea market one day'. Gotta re-organise everything: packed my room neatly for CNY, organise my notes for preps, fold my clothes nicely(always pleasant to see neatly folder clothes). Life is all about being organised. just like the saying, 'if you fail to plan, you plan to fail'. How ideal is the organised life, little time will be wasted and you can do so many things, I bet Mr Lee has PhD Life Organising. Went for a career seminar on Sat and one of the speakers, a motivational speaker said, "Tomorrow begins Today, If it is what to be, It is up to ME!" I had that in my mind for days, I hope it will stay as long as possible, because with that I will be focused, make better decisions, waste lesser time and just move forward. No wonder they make millions..

Messed Up

I am constantly tired these days. Especially on the days when I worked.
Work is not stressful at all, no excess baggage. But I guess seating at the same seat, re-doing similar processes for 7 hours is draining. Sometimes is alright, especially at night, but the day can pass worse than a snail. Thought I wouldn't be working this month(to prep for my exams), but Zach called this morning to ask why didnt I submit my schedule. But I did submit, ROTFL.
That explains why I am not schedule to work next month, but niwaes, will be working still, thurs evening. Thank God cause I worry for my allowance.
And talking about examinations, I am really messed up. 2.5 yrs of army didnt really do me good in terms of studying. Hey, I am not trying to blame the army caused I learnt alot from it and brought out good traits of it too but I am struggling to glue to my seat and study for at least 1 hour. Goodness. I am desperate for someone to tie me to the chair, stick my hands to the books and whip me when my eyes roam. Totally Sado. And I am still trying to lose weight, please please seal my mouth as well. A dip into the pool ain't difficult at all, in fact I can do it everyday but I need the push. Thought I had it and will have it, but is pretty bizarre these days.
Right now probably I am looking forward to end my exams, the arrival of the unexpected and plan the activities for the Freshies(not really as well). And as i try to post this blog, our dear Aizhen is probably on the hospital bed, waiting to end 9 months of whatever-you-call-it and maybe Lambert will be around already.

Messed up boy to be un-messed with a mess tin.

Music: Dear God please help me- Morrissey and The Smiths