True Love is to Bleed: November 2007

Nuisance

Considering the things we laughed about at Holland V Cold Storage last night- the cucumbers, zuccinis melons and so many things... laughing loudly late at night, taking photos secretly. WE ARE DEFINITELY A SOCIAL NUISANCE.. but is fun..

Feelings that need to be released

A sudden emo spurt, wanted to blog about how bad a day was yesterday, but too eager to blog now, before it hurts. I am really a passive person, if you happen to read this, hope you understand. I strongly believe in love, between everything. The last thing i want to be is to wreck just to selfishly get some pathetic love for myself.

Everything seems to be a coincidence
Because of time and fate, we met
I can't control fate
But perhaps is fate that I steer
And definitely not time
as it is not on my side

Is starting to spill, my feelings for you
What's holding me back?
I won't be No.3
Only just you and _______
There's only a space in your heart
And is not taken by me
I might have....
but I am too late
In the carriage of a ferris wheel
there are only two seats
I am alone in the next carriage, looking
as both seats are already taken up

Irony

Isn't God in control of Life and Death
Doesn't He knows what will happen to us,
how we will live, how long we will live and how we will die?
If so, why do we often pray that God will heal someone in pain? in sickness?
Is there a need to pray for recovery? What if God has His plans already?
Not to heal the person..
Are we being selfish on our part and distorting His will?
We pray, hoping for a miracle... to glorify His Name
But.. are we using it too loosely, just for our own gratification
Will God change His will because of our faith?

Birthday BBQ

Celebrated with the Mikes again our bdae.. Yeezai and Me.
BBQ at pasir ris park.. Marc got a PIG, 8.5 solid litres of Indian Pale Ale.. and a bottle of tequila.

Guess what we couldn't finish.

Either one.. Marc Had to da pao(the drink).

Order tons of food, chicken, beef, more beef, salmon, potatoes, bread, mussels.

Guess what..couldn't finish as well.

Or rather too high to finish any. Time to open presents, Me: a Liverpool sweater and a Casio Gold watch.. Shell-shocked they got the watch for me. Totally unexpected. Rad.

Yee: soccer ball and Man U sweater.

15 Nov- the clash of the red, er.. sweaters.

Forgot the camera, but had the phone.. Disaster.

Didn't get yeezai wet.. DAMN..

Peperoni

An xxl pizza at Peperoni, Greenwood Ave. The pizza is seriously damn huge, took up the space of the whole table. We had a half each. One half- Parma Ham, Rocket Salad and Mozzarella, the other Smoked Salmon with caramelised onion. The parma ham was good, the smokiness complements the bitterness of the rocket. Sweetness of the onion enhances the flavourful salmon. Down with Stella Artois, is worth the dough, literally.

Don't try this at home

Check this out!! Marc giving Weng a ride

Celebrations

Celebrated my 22nd birthday yesterday with my parents and the Mikes(Yeez, Marc, Weng, Nab, Mars, Hweengee). Before that, received a bdae card from the excos that can play the birthday song. Out of cheekiness, I pressed it, and the music went off and it was repeated 3 times. People in the LT was definitely wondering where was it coming from. Another of my LT antics. Went for an unplanned dinner with the folks and caleb(planned birthday celebration for all to be on the 11/11). After dinner, met up with the Mikes at east coast lagoon for a bdae supper. Had a few drinks, the hawker stuff and a melted cake. Actually I chose the cake caused I insisted on tagging along to buy the cake- Irish Whiskey cake, but when melted tasted like cream with dashes of whiskey. Nevertheless, still love it, especially when you guys caught me off guard and smashed some of the remaining cake on my face, followed by a low-brow from Nabil, with the water off the beer bucket. We had never finished a birthday cake, somewhat becoming a tradition. Luckily that uncle wasn't there.(Lolx, "nv go sch ah...!"). was undecided for awhile as Marc was keen to go zouk while I was also keen, but was afraid of the crowd. Meanwhile, Weng got his long-awaited wish of getting a ride ON marc's car- on top of it. They did 1 round, around the carpark and was pretty awesome. Spectacular. So went down winebar to chill at 2plus, with Marc wearing Nabil's shoes, on the way picking up Hweengee's lost phone till 4 plus. People watching outside zouk was fun but digusting as well. What a birthday this year. At least I am dry this time, hopefully. next week, me and yeez's bdae bbq, mainly his, and HE WILL GET IT.

Dim Sum Buffet- Survival of the Fittest?

Haha, finally had our long-awaited Dim Sum buffet at chinatown yesterday. The moment we sat down, we started eating. Ferociously. Some had kept an empty stomach, waiting to devour whatever the kitchen has. The table was constantly filled with dishes and we ensured that it was always the case, a pretty magnificent sight! Then came the annoying waiter, reminding us that if we had leftovers, we would have to be charged. I saw that as a challenge posed, determined not to be undermined, I decided to order even more, stretching our limits and showing that bugger we are not to be trifled. Suddenly, his sneaky eyes kept eyeing on our table, just waiting for the chance to attack us with the bill. Some had already given up while others like me kept fort. I knew I just had to perserve and is a battle of mental strength. Til the moment he seems convinced(luckily, cause everyone seems like they are going to burst), then we decided to call it a day. Apart from the horrid service from the 'tiongs'(one asked me to talk to her hand, how rude), and eating what those villagers can eat in a week, we had a good time eating, making jokes trigger the stomach. As we struggle back, seems like deja vu, like the feeling of getting drunk.