Crumbling...argh

She's just there, right in front of you.
Or rather the computer screen
Just a matter of clicks
It has been an hour, I am still waiting, to click on that nick
It ain't common for her to be around
Yet i just crumble at this point
Because I am unsure
unlike my usual confident presence
I am stuttering
Just hoping for her to click on me
Or to read this post
Every 5's, I checked
relieved she's still there
Numbing myself with Damien Rice
Sleep my regrets away.

"Take Me Away"

It seems like we can't defy God. May sound naive when I wrote that, but don't we wish that we can choose when we want to leave? When He wants to take you away, you cannot say No. So what if you say no? He says, "you still have to go". Sometimes He gives your friends a long notice, sometimes, just enough time, or even worse, no notice. His angels are like all ready to take her away soon, but is she ready? are her loved ones and friends ready? Nobody really knows when but everyone knows is looming.

depressing to see her in discomfort, but there is really nothing we can do except to pray. Pray for real peace
and for the true glory and mercy of God to be shown upon her.
Amen

Passing Windows

Magaret Drive
Everytime I look from the moving windows of the train
've never been there, it just eludes me.
When I try to look deeper and clearer
it always seems too fast for me
Can't catch it at all
That place looks remote yet familiar
Just like you

trust

Trust is about having faith in something or someone you have yet to witness
For 2 to be together, besides love, is about compromise, understanding and trust
You need respite, your own world
I am ready to give you your own space
This is because I trust you

离人

银色小船摇摇晃晃弯弯
悬在绒绒的天上
你的心事三三俩俩蓝蓝
停在我幽幽心上
你说情到深处人怎能不孤独
爱到浓时就牵肠挂肚
我的行李孤孤单单散散惹惆怅
离人放逐到边界
彷佛走入第五个季节
昼夜乱了和谐潮泛任性涨退
字典里没春天
离人挥霍著眼泪
回避还在眼前的离别
你不肯说再见
我不敢想明天
有人说一次告别
天上就会有颗星又熄灭

Write

I want to write something
that translates to melody
For a while, I have not been doing.
No direction to write
Lose the focus after a while
Having no emotions
Someone please remove the F**king cork from my heart.