真爱一生

一片宁静 海
潮水正轻轻推动着岸
我陪你走在这海岸
享受午后的温暖
和你轻轻诉说我们未来

紧紧拥着你
倾听你过往的点点滴滴
伤痛是一定会过去
宽容是一种美丽
忘记昨夜等待明早的晨曦

想与你洗尽千华梦
共度每一个黄昏
让空气之中充满真爱
海天一色亲密唱和
不管未来日子如何
悲伤或是快乐
和你共度生命每一刻

张信哲-真爱一生

what if

I need to stop having unlikely questions and thinking of hypothetical answers.
There is no meaning in having those "what-if" thoughts as nothing can be accomplished
It brings only false hopes but real sadness
If there are "what-ifs" then this world will not have primarily sin which leads to misery, wars, fights, poverty,homelessness, and all the words of negative-connotation.
"what-ifs" is a dream, a dream to make you feel better at the moment,
but a feeling of emptiness when you realise it is not "that" possible.
BUT this miserable world needs "what-ifs" to lift them up, to give them hope and direction to give the questions ,filled with "what-ifs", real answers.
I am one of them.

fool

sometimes I think that I am a fool
I walked into it myself
yet I can't get out

but lucky i got 蒋怡 everynight..

圆圈圈 -929 乐队

整个世界好像就快要毁灭
停住的时间像电影画面
长长的思念偷偷卷成一个圆
我们在上面绕圈圈

你在电话那头不言也不语
我这边悄悄下著毛毛雨
寂寞的城市裡找不到真感情
我却悄悄离开你

可不可以再回头
可不可以再一次的拥有
如果下定决心大声说爱你
会有怎样的奇蹟

何必忘了。

今天，我拥有了自己的时间
有了一点思考的空间。
走进了一间专卖独立商品的店
就卖些独立的...音乐，刊物，文具
觉得好熟悉，
一直以来
就很喜欢非主流文化
里面播放的音乐是..后摇滚
突然就觉得很舒服，自在。
好像很久没有这样了

又到了另一间书店
就翻阅了一些旅游书
看了我之前所去过的。
书中的图片，都令我兴奋。
可是，越读，就越想念。
好多好多memories
不知是被回忆锁住，还是我们锁住回忆。

又想想，何必抽离呢？
就随着时间，现实的折磨，我们都得梦醒
现在这样也不是很好吗
自然最好。。不要刻意。。

in this alone

some things, not that I don't want to say
just that, so what if I say? is still the same
I am strong
enough to withstand....

miss

ever since I came back
I had been unhappy.
cooping up at home is my avenue
disinterested in meeting people
not focused in doing what should be done
are these signs of depression?

I miss Six Flags,
days where we worked, we got tired, we complained, we ate
we travelled, we partied, we cried and we talked
I miss Eruption, doing the spiels, testing the karts, taking Kingda Ka
I miss the community we had
where everyone helped one another, hung out and went out together
I miss the carefree-ness, staying alone
nothing to care about, unrestricted life, just being responsible to myself
I miss my friends, walking around housing, saying Hi to people, visiting houses sometimes different, sometimes same, cooking for them
I miss Chow-Mein, cheap beer and patties
I miss looking forward to off days, we really cherished it as there were so much to do
I miss the weather. enough said about it
If only we could be there a little longer.
If only If only. as you said, there are no IFs.
I miss the way I missed my family

I miss seeing you. the real you. I paused, thinking if i should say but can i just be truthful once
I left my heart with you. Can I take it back? For now?
CAN U JUST GO AWAY!!!!
but please don't go...
I am always a paradox.

I hate the word "miss"

我要快乐

快乐似乎从我的生命中跑掉了。
我好想把快乐找回来。
我知道它躲在哪
只是我拿得回吗？

emptiness

我觉得好空虚！
clubbing seems to be a thing of a past
is just so meaningless
it was fun being around friends
but thats all! there's always something else to do
we used to enjoy it
but now, it's just energy zapping.
late nights? i would rather...
waking up feeling empty
i don't know when will I club again
or will I ever....

双脚要踏地！

我不应该想太多
要活在当下
不要去想一些未来，也许不会成就的事

我会这样催眠自己!

早就应该放下，现有的，开心，就要珍惜
没有必要去想将来会怎样
因为根本没有如果这回事

谢谢你

my mind needs to run away....
as far as it can
as fast as it can

my heart needs to come back...
as near as it can
as soon as it can