Contrast

Got a msged on fri afternoon, i very shocking one indeed. Twisted my post exams mood, in disbelief and shock. Aidan's death came as a deafening shock, we are still so young, he 2 years older thats all. Had the greatest paradox of all yesterday, attended a wedding in the morning, in the afternoon said bye to Chun Yee(for a while) and night, said bye forever. 3 different kinds of moods required in one day. Feel so distorted but more of the sudden bad news, kinda difficult to come to terms.

Over

The dreadful period has passed
Neither am I glad
Neither am I sad
I am just exhausted
A new year for me, hopefully