only time will tell

First post in NJ

People, I am in Jackson, New Jersey right now. Working at Six Flags Great Adventure.
and this is my first time blogging about the place after so many days..

Finally made our way here after a extremely long haul journey via taipei, anchorage and new york without any in flight entertainment. Can a human being really sleep for that long? one of us can, apparently. Had my first experience of sleeping overnight at the airport(JFK), not including the past studying expeditions, and lucky enough to find a private van to send us here ,paying lesser than planned and catching just a glimpse of NYC.

Internet connection here is really bad.. is really slow, somewhat like the situation when we just use had internet initially. Eating out and buying groceries here is quite expensive in comparison with those back home.Never bought necessities before so now, I felt the pinch. And the need to scrimp(but not on the shrimp, hmmm). The only cheap things here is like pasta and sauce. The weather, admist all, is delightful, with occasional showers though. But we didn't expect it to be so chilly here, though spring is going to end with summer making its presence. But i like the cold, something we are always deprive of. Don't have to worry about sweating, taking multiple showers and stuff. Is kinda inaccessible here, but you just have to get used to it, buying more stuff at one go rather then making multiple trips cause bus fare ain't cheap either. Just hitch-hiked my way back yesterday cause the last bus simply didn't come. Paying $50 for a taxi was ridiculous so I just had to try my luck. There's simply a lot of new things to experience here, others who are from different backgrounds, countries and way of lives. Guess the only passport throughout this 4 months is being open, compromise and adaptability. So far, I think I am doing pretty well.

shittly unsure

will be leaving sg for awhile
in less than 12 hours
a long a haul flight
not sure what am I feeling now
not sure what i will feel when results are released
not sure whats going to happen there
so many things, so unsure
it sucks la...
i hate things that are out of my control

“一生爱你
一生荣耀你
一生奉献
一生不回头”

这是，我的心声
听着， 我都会哽咽。。。
因为， 我真的不配

fruits are a confused bunch

I am digging into the deepest trenches of my heart
to see, what am I actually feeling
to see, what it actually desires
to see, why is it so confused
a mix of indifference, doubts and excitement
is so eclectic, that spins different flavours all the time

I can only imagine...
so timid to do anything
and by your act of exclusion
I will just be even more sour.

room improvement

My room went from this:





to this:



in a matter of 5 hours... boy, it was tough