转变

这里没有四季
让我无法期待
没有让人向往的春天
也没有让人沉睡的冬天
只能不断的奔跑
累了还在行走

听着“春泥”，想到，在一个没有四季的地方，我们，对于自然的情感，是多么的缺乏

Fuck the Flu

I woke up to an sms sent from CNA :

The World Health Organization on Wednesday raised its pandemic alert to 5, its second-highest level, warning of widespread human infection from the swine flu outbreak that originated in Mexico.

I could not go back to sleep already. My worry is on a personal level, putting it bluntly, I am selfish. I secretly feel that the flu won't reach this side of the world, just like how SARS didn't reach that side of the world. Maybe is the difference in genetic makeup between an Asian and a Caucasian.but the Filipinos got infected before too.I don't know.

But i still await nervously because I don't my US trip to be cancelled because of a bloody flu, or because of anything. And the worse, if they going to quarantine us at home, our exams will get delayed and our trip will be affected also. Damn. but i have faith.

This trip doesn't seem as smooth sailing as others I had been to. especially in recent weeks, things are happening. And I will pack my bags, looking forward excitedly but nervously. An emotional tussle impending? At least for me

room switch

bro's away for 4 days.. so i used his room again.. the air-con is more shiok as is blowing at you directly. Given this disastrous weather, i would not ask for more. Plus his mattress is more comfortable to sleep on. And is a bigger room, the wireless connection is better here too.. and it goes on. wonder if he enters army, i might pull a stunt and do a room switch.

God given

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wnmbJzH93NU

I can't embed this video but will still like to share this:

Susan Boyle, Britain's Got Talent contestant. First was Paul Potts now her. Their voices, magnificent. So what if they don't look impressive, their vocals has already broken down perceptions

can't deny

I can't deny
I can't deny
I can't deny
that i have crumbled....
under


you.

ah nei

Conversation I had with Timmo today during the boring Sunday School sermon

Timmo while eating San Za: You know yesterday I went to Starbucks to find my friend?
Me, eating San Za too: Uh huh.
Timmo: This indian guy pointed to the bagel, thinking that it is VADAI, "dey, do u have chilli with that dey?"
Me: *laugh out loudx*, told the joke to brother, both of us burst out laughing.

Told J what happened, who was beside my bro, she was so clueless because she doesnt even noe whats a Vadai. 3 of us carried on laughing at both their ignorance.

Then we went to buy more San Za

因你受的鞭伤，我们得医治

因你受的鞭伤，我们得医治。。。

Good Friday and Easter marks the most important day in Christianity, even more important than Christmas. The whole doctrine is based on this day because without the redemption, we can't call ourselves free. I have a wish. Who says only Christmas can have wishes?

I wish...

that as me and my friends remember this day,
remembering the nail pierced hands,
the pain that He went through,
carrying the Cross along Via Dolorosa
Remembering His sweat and the blood shed for us.

And as some of us took the bread and drank the wine,
I hope that we think about our relationship with Him,
to some what's left might be little
many of which are broken, shaky. me included

It pains Him, I know.

It pains myself.
to myself and my friends, the sight of that
letting ourselves claim sovereignty.

Digusted yet weak

Ipray that we, me and my friends, could mend it back together
yes together, a war against the world, against ourselves.
coming together for a revival, for us.
hungry and thirsty
giving up control and letting go

and we will pray

shy

to most and you, I come across as brazen, mean in-your-face and super bitchy
looking it positively, some may see me as no frills, friendly, huggable
i see more of me in the latter descriptions
and looking at both, there's not even a dash of "shyness".
But towards you, I am seriously shy in certain ways
(though I come across as normal, I am deceiving)
for my friends, I can just blatantly do this and that
to ask you the slightest question, i will delibrate
hoping to create a lasting impression, or lead to a conversation
frens had been telling me i think too much
I admit.
I need really big balls

eeee.. durians

The closest thing I come to durians were Duran Duran. But this time, I really couldn't resist the Goodwood park durian puffs, nested nicely in an atas looking box in the fridge. I really felt like having one but I needed to overcome my fear of the smell. It looks really delicious and the smell wasn't that strong. So I finally took the leap and popped one into my mouth. honestly, is not a big deal and now my mouth stinks. I know, even though that won't be my last one , I am still durianphobic and will never NEVER eat it naked.

no butterflies

i am quite unsure.
not exactly crazy over you
but not seeing you makes me gaga
when you around i am just at ease
just comfortable, no butterflies
still so shy to push
i DONT want it to be

永远爱你

Something to share： 约书亚敬拜团-永远爱你

beasley

I had mSm lecture today and i must say it wasn't boring at all. The lecturer was quite a character, constantly making the class laugh with his humour. I went in class half an hour late, haven't really settle down then suddenly I heard a "Piak" sound. He threw the subject guide against the projection screen. Had a little shock, and only after a while then I figured why he did that. He said students here don't use the book he writes, he must as well throw it away. Everyone knows he did it jokingly, often smiling with his mouth open, showing the tiny gap between his two front teeth. And frequently, he will offer money in exchange for answers. There was this one time, he said that whoever is the first to find 0.4 on the normal distribution table, he would give $10. He showed the table on the visualiser, everyone's eyes were scrambling for the answer, but since when a normal distribution table shows values less than 0.5?? and the most hilarious parts were when he showed us scripts of the mocks he marked.. I actually tot that my script will be shown la.. for the shortest answer. But this chap was unbeatable.

Qn:"Statement....." agree or disagree?
Ans: suppose to be an essay but he only wrote: disagree. And he zoom out the whole page, only one word!!! disagree

champion... certainly making a loserish day better