sucks leh

we didnt talk much these few days
I chose to ignore
to give myself some landing ground
but what am i feeling
is just misery..
reality is.. I am helpless..
i got to move on, even if i don't
moving on alone sucks
cuz i still miss you

so what?

m just getting a little nervous...
not sure if this is wise
so what....
i should just stop thinking...
numbing myself from all emotions

Taipei

I am in taipei right now.
been doing nothing much,
didnt plan to do much
walking around, eating alot, meeting with friends
people ask me am I back
oh well, honestly, I do wish I was back
but...
I guess I will just linger on a little bit
even if it doesn't make a difference
it is an addiction

夕阳的思念

Santa Monica, what a beautiful place
我想回去，又不想
因为它的美，带给我快乐
但它也让我伤心。
因为我不要一个人享受那温柔的夕阳
看那景色时，好想与你分享
好像带你看那夕阳
看那美丽的沙滩
有点冲动，跑到你那去，陪你去沙滩
行吗？
又能怎样？

勇气

需要一点勇气
来对你说对不起
他一直在你的心中
我还爱上你
知道这样不行
偏偏继续下去
怎么会有结果
是我想太多
没有方向看不清楚在徘徊
我知道我一定
走不开
漫长的路寂寞的夜
在心里面哭泣的夜
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
我没有勇气没有力气
真的无法离你而去
你明白吗
只想在你的身边
你身边说爱你

missing

it was nice talking to you once every few days
or a random message everyday
at least i won't miss you so much
i would have said that i miss you over the phone
but sometimes i just back out. LOSER!
but
it makes me feel that i am not too away
or you are not too away
i really want to see you again.. as oppose to what i say
and i am crossing my fingers real tight,
hoping that you manage to get a ticket back

叹气

有时候，如果我可以选择的话，
我宁愿不离开，暂时。
我是有选择
我宁愿西岸都不去，是有想过。
那又怎么样？
始终还是要走
始终不会有结果
不如早点走更好

真的更好吗？

我好想你哦
真的好想好想你。
你有想我吗？
走了第一晚
我仔细看了那封信
我哭了
因为我不理解
那又怎么样？

也许昨晚我说不出口
可是我真的很想你。
我说不去找你，都是胡言
因为我好渴慕见到你
虽然之后走了真的会很痛苦。
可是不看到你更痛苦。