missing

it was nice talking to you once every few days
or a random message everyday
at least i won't miss you so much
i would have said that i miss you over the phone
but sometimes i just back out. LOSER!
but
it makes me feel that i am not too away
or you are not too away
i really want to see you again.. as oppose to what i say
and i am crossing my fingers real tight,
hoping that you manage to get a ticket back