I am afraid of dark nights

when my mind goes into the wilderness

with just my guitar and tears

circling, can't get out (with reluctance)

you came, brought me out

back to sanity

the moment i wake up

you're gone, again

and is back to those nights again

really "bei song"...

i want to tell you

tt i m really "bei song"

argh... i m so unhappy and bei songggggggggggg.....

damn it!

damn it!

growllllllllllll

Dear "leaf",

I m so bei song, the more i think of it....

i shouldn't be reacting so dramatically

but.. i m just bei song

I think i m seriously irritating

and annoying

even though u say i m not

really?

cuz if someone(who don't matter, as much) keep doing this to me

I will probably run away

可能

这是

放弃的

最好时段

eventually I still can't resist

to care for you

the nights i spent

waiting by my bedside...dozing off

even if I want to portray I don't care

actually i really do..

u know it..

is just that I don't want to be annoying

u say u are happy

i hope is real

is not i don't believe

is just that...

is a message after all...

而我知道

而我知道那真爱不一定能白头到老
而我知道有一天你可能就这么走掉
而我知道我知道这一切我全都知道
我就是受不了

而我知道我们曾天真的一起哭和笑
而我知道放开手但不知道怎么忘掉
而我知道你走了以后的每一分一秒
却还是这么难熬

too far

unlikely

unreal

reality

is

harsh

it

hurts

it

lingers

想说

说的出阿

却说不出

因为

装酷

装don't care

想敲

却不敲

因为

装酷

装don't care

继续忍

我不配

挣扎

some words kept in my heart:

我心中的挣扎，

很难说出来。。很多

只能用暗示

有时我真的无法集中

一直在想

又做梦，把梦变成现实

都那么久了，还在执著

心都给了，不想收回吧

我不要做web friend

你应该没把我当做吧，只是

有时我会觉得。。

不想敲，还是忍不住。

听着小宇，都把我心情说出来了。

time to sleep
but i just can't sleep

don't want to

let

go

张震岳-小宇

总有些惊奇的际遇
比方说当我遇见你
你那双温柔莹剔透的眼睛
出现在我梦里
我的爱就像一片云
在你的天空无处停
多渴望化成阵阵的小雨
滋润你心中的土地
不管未来会怎麽样
至少我们现在很开心
不管结局会怎麽样
至少想念的人是你
我不会把它当作游戏
因为我真心对你
总有些话是不能提
怕你会掉入选择题
我把情感自私的那一面
隐藏在黑夜里
我的爱就像一片舟
在你的心湖无处停
寻寻觅觅一个美丽的港湾
希望不再流浪漂荡
我不管未来会怎麽样
我不管结局会怎麽样
但我每天都想见到你
我想真的跟你在一起
如果你还是没法相信
真的没关系我会安静的离去

work gonna start tml

i just hope somethings won't change

even if it does,

is in my favour.

the way i want it!

I am apprehensive and uncertain now

because of the change i think i will be facing

but.. just let things proceed naturally

but i am determine to try