suffice

Josh's accessibility fell to near zero the day his PDA phone went blank
His contacts were missing, He had to ask people who were they
Checking email were a hassle, classes were boring because he couldn't surf the net
All he had was a ordinary phone with ordinary functions he uses for reservists.
But after days of using it, he found out that he could text with ease when he's driving, he can concentrate better in class.. erm that's all.
But the point is that, something no frills like this is sufficient, a PDA phone brings convenience but is more than sufficient. Do we, in our lives,need to be more than sufficient?

Push!

Seeing you is "just like a friend"
Not seeing you makes me crave
Sometimes I just want to push
and disregard everything
throwing it all away!
Wish I could make you feel what I feel
so that it wouldn't be so normal when i see you next.

Today

Today is 09122008
This means that my folks are coming back. No difference as when they are around 'cept that when they are NOT AROUND, the car is MINE! now is back to the long bus trips again, my headphones excluding me from the world. The day they went off, I felt a certain empty caused they didn't message to say they reached, suddenly it felt like I'm alone ,one which is deeply desired when is out of reach, but when is given is over-rated. But seriously, these days when they are away, my body clock also went topsy turvy, going home at funny hours, is just not the want-to-be home ME. Looking forward now to the stuff they are bringing back, but I also probably feel that they don't know what to get for me, lolx. And also also these days, there are seriously too many butterflies in my stomach for me to stay calm. It had been a while since I had this feeling, but the thought of seeing/not seeing you churned out all flavours of emotions. You are attractive in your ways, some might not know it, you might not see it, literally. This might come to be a surprise to you but to me is just a progression. Perhaps you can melt the snow on my lonely highway.
I want an answer, I need an answer, but is not going to be soon.
Too many considerations, Too little courage, so unlike me.
Perhaps I just need a little bit more patience, patience will bring that day of revelation.

不敢

An excerpt:

"...不敢相愛的感觉.不過, 原來, 是老師不敢而不是不能. 偷偷地躲起來, 讓梁文音想跟上去, 又無奈停步, 她從來沒有想過去碼頭是道別, 也不打算向老師說再見, 臉上盡是失望"

death

It is undeniable
If the consequence of sin is death
how can a sinless man die?
because our sins are thrown onto HIM
and he died for us