Today
Today is 09122008
This means that my folks are coming back. No difference as when they are around 'cept that when they are NOT AROUND, the car is MINE! now is back to the long bus trips again, my headphones excluding me from the world. The day they went off, I felt a certain empty caused they didn't message to say they reached, suddenly it felt like I'm alone ,one which is deeply desired when is out of reach, but when is given is over-rated. But seriously, these days when they are away, my body clock also went topsy turvy, going home at funny hours, is just not the want-to-be home ME. Looking forward now to the stuff they are bringing back, but I also probably feel that they don't know what to get for me, lolx. And also also these days, there are seriously too many butterflies in my stomach for me to stay calm. It had been a while since I had this feeling, but the thought of seeing/not seeing you churned out all flavours of emotions. You are attractive in your ways, some might not know it, you might not see it, literally. This might come to be a surprise to you but to me is just a progression. Perhaps you can melt the snow on my lonely highway.
I want an answer, I need an answer, but is not going to be soon.
Too many considerations, Too little courage, so unlike me.
Perhaps I just need a little bit more patience, patience will bring that day of revelation.
This means that my folks are coming back. No difference as when they are around 'cept that when they are NOT AROUND, the car is MINE! now is back to the long bus trips again, my headphones excluding me from the world. The day they went off, I felt a certain empty caused they didn't message to say they reached, suddenly it felt like I'm alone ,one which is deeply desired when is out of reach, but when is given is over-rated. But seriously, these days when they are away, my body clock also went topsy turvy, going home at funny hours, is just not the want-to-be home ME. Looking forward now to the stuff they are bringing back, but I also probably feel that they don't know what to get for me, lolx. And also also these days, there are seriously too many butterflies in my stomach for me to stay calm. It had been a while since I had this feeling, but the thought of seeing/not seeing you churned out all flavours of emotions. You are attractive in your ways, some might not know it, you might not see it, literally. This might come to be a surprise to you but to me is just a progression. Perhaps you can melt the snow on my lonely highway.
I want an answer, I need an answer, but is not going to be soon.
Too many considerations, Too little courage, so unlike me.
Perhaps I just need a little bit more patience, patience will bring that day of revelation.
posted by InsatiableThirst at 1:05 PM
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