Crumbling...argh

She's just there, right in front of you.
Or rather the computer screen
Just a matter of clicks
It has been an hour, I am still waiting, to click on that nick
It ain't common for her to be around
Yet i just crumble at this point
Because I am unsure
unlike my usual confident presence
I am stuttering
Just hoping for her to click on me
Or to read this post
Every 5's, I checked
relieved she's still there
Numbing myself with Damien Rice
Sleep my regrets away.