家，老了才回去就好

年轻时，要到处跑，接触世界的美丽

看到世界的奇妙，才知道家有多无聊

世界看多了，才知道家有多么好

家，老了才回去就好

喜欢一个人孤独的时侯但不能喜欢太多

I am delibrate in not trying
butterflies, moths, fluttering all over in my stomach
but with sheer mind power
I withold

I want but I can't.
tragedy

my ego post

i like to be different
to know things that NORMAL pple won't know
interested in things that NORMAL pple won't be
to delibrately speak a different language in front of others
so as to not feel the same
i crush stereotypes
i draw satisfaction from doing this.
at times, is on purpose
sometimes is natural

I try to be an advocate for anti-culture

i like to be different
so that others will feel that they are different from you
maybe a desire to boost my inner ego

when i am emphasised not to
inner voices would tell me want to
especially if you don't deserve any darn respect
or if you have yet to earn any from me

Moments I tried to talk                       
I knew I want to.                         Yet I m wary of a dagger lurking somewhere in your subconscious state.    
That will stabbed me right where it beats                                                  A spillage of ruby red.                         I struggle for reality.                             This built a phobia, an unwillingness to tell you

of great pain and disappointment period