The Big Day

The day is nearing, but I am just a little excited lah. My parents had put in so much into it and my mum is just so enthusiatic about it. "CALEB please get the your deco idea up yeah?" I don't feel the hype, neither do I feel the excitement. Am I weird? Maybe when is very very near, then I might be perked up. Just got a pre-event present, going to watch Notre Dame. I am definitely looking forward to that more than the actual thing. I am so numb.