Doubt

I like it when I am with you, when we talk about everything, when we do things together, I just love your presence.
I hate it when you talk to me about someone else, I try hard not to show, I try even harder to carry on the topic.
I really hate it when I don't hear from you even for a day, often escaping into dreamland, wondering.
I want to me more than just friends, I think you feel what I want. I need to know what you want.
I don't know when I should say, I am afraid of what might happen, I am ready to wait but I do not want it to be another empty
Maybe if you read this, maybe you will know what I mean.