Pick Up Lines

-YOU pick me up when i was down-

No matter what is the outcome... As Pandora's box opens on Mon
i know YOU will be there, i want YOU to be there
"no, that is not a command, but i am begging YOU, please!"

Often i wonder, or i really feel, that i took YOU for granted
treating free grace as an instant, largely insignificant antidote
when i need IT, i beg for it, desperately and demand immediate recovery
but most of the time, i deemed happy around the worldly 'grace'
something that i THOUGHT is adequate

Perhaps after this period, or many similar situations to come
i might still treat YOUR GRACE as dirt cheap
but please draw me close to YOU
through the WORD and PRAYERS
as i struggle, and suffer in YOUR NAME
so my eyes will be bright enough to see
the true value of YOUR GRACE
and my faith and life exhibit YOUR SALVATION.
for the struggle of YOUR kingdom

as YOUR WORD in psalms 139 reminds me....
that, Lord, YOU are there
i know YOU are