omg

i really can't comprehend what am I feeling..

is a mashed-up between positive and negative

happy because we are talking

but sad because is between the monitor and me.

so mixed, like we are near, but really, there's the distance.

when it rains, I can't be the umbrella that shelters you

when is cold, I can't lend you my jacket

when hungry, I can't bring food to you

when tired, I can't carry you

when weary emotionally, I can't lend you my shoulder

my heart is so willing.. to do everything

but it only makes me more helpless

really helpless..

I wanna say so much, but I feel I shouldn't say...